Tuesday, September 02, 2008
time's ticking... im kinda frustrated... seriously... even more so than ytd... ytd nite or rather today early morning something pretty ridiculous happened... i cannot believe tt it actually happened... i mean when i say how i wish my life can b like those idol dramas i only meant the nice parts or the fairytale parts... u know the cinderella meet prince charming and live happily forever after kind? not those horrific parts whereby got duno so many other irritants to hurt me kind...
i cannot believe... i tot those kind of things only happen in idol dramas... case of life imitating art or wad?!?! ergh!
officially i can say... i totally give up hope on my luck... im nvr lucky nor even near thr esp in a certain dept of my life... NEVER! why?!?! wad did i do to seriously deserve such karma? i nvr at any pt led anyone on or cheated on anyone... do i deserve such karma? im damn tired of the whole cycle repeating itself... everytime it repeats, it just seems worse off than the previous one... y?! mayb michael is right... im just too naive and ignorant... i guess i do am... but as for the pandora's box thingy... i duno... mayb the only thing tt was opened was a hole to let out all my hopes and dreams... u know... now is like tight big slap on my face to tell me to wake up if not just get run down by a car kind of thingy...
i duno liao... andy's frustrated with me and im worried abt him plus some irritants.. ergh! can someone be my knight in shining armour and just rescue me frm all these crap? pls... anyone?!
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